Sunday, 11 March 2012
I'm approaching a new phase of my life. End of maternity leave, back to work, Bianca at nursery. I have mixed feeling about this whole thing. I was loving being a full time mum and having no worries except for nappies and feeds. I'm also concerned about someone else caring for my baby all day. On the other hand, it'll be good to be at work at full potential after so much time. I feel confused. I'm aware things will ever be the same for me at work. I don't think I'll ever be able to be so dedicated as I was before the storm. But I need to progress in my career at least a bit because I know I'll get frustrated if I start to feel stuck. It's all about learning how to do more in the less time I have, I believe. Let's see how it goes after the rainbow. Maybe the new spectrum of colours will help so see everything more clearly.